The start of my Spiritual Awakening

So this is where it all began.

After a big change in my life, selling my home, getting divorced, changing career and being on my own for the first time since being a teenager, my mind started to wonder. I was always a daydreamer, thinking there was a bigger picture to the life that we know. I have memories of being sat as a young girl in Primary School knowing there was more to life, knowing that I’d done it all before.

It was during this time, as my life had completely changed and as I wondered what I was doing with my life that I began being plagued with the numbers 22:22. I would see them absolutely everywhere and I would guarantee to be drawn to the clock at that precise moment in time. Even car registration plates, receipt totals, all just had it screaming to me. I knew it wasn’t a coincidence due to the recurrence. So of course I did my research and it led me to reading about ‘#SpiritualAwakening.’

It mentioned how you will find everything in your life changes all at once- but this happens for a very good reason, to completely turn your life upside down to make way for a new way of life. I found myself suddenly reading night upon night about ‘the other side of life’ and I was so intrigued. I had always believed in more, but had never actioned it as such.

Many more changes came during this period of my life including hitting rock bottom. Big changes were afoot and some of those came as a huge shock. I found myself feeling lost, not really having excitement for anything, I was very much dealing with big changes -none of them nice, all on my own. I was easily teary-which just isn’t like me, my immune system was low and I couldn’t shake off viruses, but at the same time I was almost aware that all of this was part of a process. Though as you’re going through a stage like that there really isn’t a light at the end of the tunnel, or so I thought.